Starting Over

the funny thing is, i'll never start over. im constantly trying to better myself. im the most pessimistic motherfucker ever. im so negative towards the future and drain myself from the past. ive looked in every wrong place there is to look. im not saying my life is terrible, im just so fucking tired of the same bullshit.. it gets old when people are like "i hate this fucking city, i hate these fucking people" because its not all that shit. its genuinely me. im the one that decided to do the things i did, and how i did them. i could of left a long time ago, but my own actions have left me to stay here. i dont like to say that im going to "start over" or start with a clean slate or any other metaphorical bullshit, im just simply saying that id like to look in a new direction, start hoping for the best, stop being so damn negative. of coarse im still going to be the
Daniel Motherfucking Correa most of you have grown to know, love, or hate... but this time around im looking to start helping myself more and others in a different way. ive always spent most of my time dedicated to one person, like my own child. now theres no point for any of that. after a week long stressed-mindfucked oriented dama collapse, ive figured there's no point in waiting anymore. its about time i just get up and do something, maybe something for myself for once. im huge on helping others but this time.. im just ready to be alright. i never thought id be here like this, but who knows shit changes constantly and the world never stops turning, theres always going to be for better or for worse, its just a matter of how you handle it and yourself. i'll most likely never be positive like some, or carry around the world's biggest smile, but i'll sure as hell be there for you when you need me the most and carry you on my back all the way to the top, just like my friends have done for me. ive been to hell and back... its just time for me to take a break and fucking relax. no matter what happens, happens, letss just say for once... things might just be ok. its a new day, do something impossible.