Organize and Rebuild

im now apart of your hardworking tax dollars.
average inmate upkeep is roughly $175 a day per inmate.
Court Room: Baliffs, Reporters & Secretaries are generally paid hourly.
i can tell you about 4 hours were wasted for bullshit today.
nice to know i get about $350 of taxes taken out for bullshit.
also, if you beat the fuck out of your 6 month old. wife, and run from the cops
your general sentance will be one week, informal probation and a $560 fine.
so go home and beat your kids, its all good.

also, your shitty band doesnt have a $200 a night gaurentee. you fucking pricks.
the court system is fucked in california.
YOUR TAX DOLLARS AT WORK
putting away the youth, putting me in poverty.
giving drug abusers, child and spouse abusers, and hardened criminals 2nd and 3rd chances.
ohh and, if you get a DUI

1st time: suspended liscense, $300 fine.
2nd time: suspended L's, $300 fine, 1 week in jail
3rd: "same as above"
4th: possible loss of l's, recommended felony


sooo your telling me you can get caught four times? and thats it? fuck you.
i want to organize a fucking rebellion against the world.

Tomorrow is the day

lets see if fate is in my hands, or in the hands of the beholder.
i cant fuck this up... theres so many good things going for me right now.
wish me tons of luck, i think im going to need it.
on another note, i got a hair cut today, and shaved my face. i look pretty clean . haah. i got paid the other day too, so i went to dinner, payed my leftover bills, and finally filled up my gas tank... they say livin' is a lot like dying.

i went ahead and booked an awesome show for next monday.
its kind of a birthday present to someone. if your in the area go to it!

Monday June 29th, 2009
@ The Plea For Peace Center
630 E. Weber Avenue | Stockton, CA 95204
Doors 6:30 Bands 7:00 | $5

Hear The Sirens
Living With Lions
The Swellers
Second To Last

it should be fun.

Hey Smilin' Strange

... Youre Lookin' Happily Derranged.
hearing about you kill even the smallest part of me that somewhat still feels alright about you. Im doing ok, if your ever wondering. Im actually great. I havent been this happy, but when someone reminds me of you, it can come crashing down for a brief second. Luckily ive moved on, but still theres a split second of denial, grief and hurt. Im sure youre fantastic. goodluck in life, remember.. when i leave, i leave.

i guess ive already left.

If the world caught fire, id fucking laugh

honestly, if everyone died tomorrow i wouldnt give a fuck. i hope you burn first.



- nobody fucking likes a cynic.

my take on things pt.1

Life isnt such a bad deal, actually its pretty tight. the only think that sucks, is you have to learn how to take the punches. Ive met so many people over the years, and done so many things. Ive done a good amount of bad and good things, im a crazy person. I used to get to do things most teenagers didnt get to do. Now its so common to see kids in bands, playing, touring, recording. I did that shit when i was 13 years old. I remember when i first learned how to edit video, i was so ahead of my time, now since things like that have caught up to this generation, i feel like i just blend in. Im getting older now, more wiser... i mean, i still make some mistakes, but ive learned how to be a better person. Ive carried through with a few lifelong friends, a handful at the most. Everyone else has just become another passer-by, its sad to see people come and go throughtout your life, but its inevitable, people change.

My days have been confusing, i feel bipolar. I can be having the greatest day, and one little reminder can set me off and i can be in a bad mood, skipping meals, not sleeping, etc... or vice versa, i can be having the worst day ever, and someone or something can totally turn it around. i feel like im counting down the days to my death, jail time? debt? or even worse? i dont know what to expect out of my "near" future, nor do i know where to go for help. Good help costs about $500 up from and $6,000 in the end. fun, right? decent help gets you a week to 30 days in county, plus fines. cooooool. i fucked up. i get it, but im not a bad person, even though most beg to differ.

basically all there is left to do is; sit and wait. loathe, worry, die. its not fair, but what is?

Everyone Tells Me...

.... YOUR A DEAD MAN, DANIEL CORREA.

im stuck, im so broke. i couldnt even spot you a dollar. i drink way too much, if anyone asks.. i should be a dead man by now. im suprised im even able to talk right now. im not that great of a writer (in my head i just said that to my self ass "im not that gweat of a wita" for some odd reason)... im fucking weird man, im out there. i dont do too many drugs, but id rather be on something then to deal with things sober. pathetic, right? this is my first sober night in two weeks, godamn these past two weeks went by super quick, and i dont remember a damn thing. i have nothing going for me as of right now, i just need to ride my bike a bit more, and work some more to save up some money. maybe ill get a place soon too. if anyone even reads this, dont feel sorry for me, or yourself... just take a breather; times up, we've already lost.

I Used To Be Skinny, and Happy

I really was skinny.
This past week was amazing, but i can tell this next week is going to suck. starting now. its amazing how you can go from feeling one way, so feeling a complete opposite way. i wish someone could come save me from all the worlds pain, someone to take me off my feet and just let me know everything will be alright. i miss not having responsibilities, i miss not caring. i wish i was 4 years old. i wish a semi would hit me. i wish i could start over, or end it.

Hi, How Are You?

I really dont know how i came here
i really dont know why im staying here
oh oh oh oh...

these past two weeks have been crazy. things have been so tight, everyone has been rad. Kenny and Jorge have been so tight to hang with... my band has played two fun shows that had a ridiculous amount of kids and funnesssss. The annoying things havent even gotten to me, like so other friends being flakes, and people using other people. im so used to worrying about the world, trying to save it... and i really havent given a fuck about it. i think im ready to let go of my past and finally move forward. its a nice refreshing feeling. i dont wake up wondering why i jsut didnt die in my sleep anymore, and i dont loathe in hate anymore, i have my moments, but its not a constant thing. ive meet so many new people recently, reconnected with old friends, and lost a few along the way. even though im in trouble with the cops, everything else seems to be so good. im happy. its so weird to feel like this.

i feel healthy
i feel happy
i feel alright

its definately a nice change.

Heresy, Hypocrisy, And Revenge

This song has been a major influence on my life, and how i live it... and what ive been going through for the past three years:

look at what you've left for me
Now that you've moved on
Won't pass for therapy
Just one more scar that's never gone
You tried to break me down
Time and time again
Rejection feels to scream
But I can't make a sound

It's me you tried to hide
As I hold you in my arms
As I feel your body broken
Is this just a dream?

Disappointment follows me
Its always just behind
Self-doubt bred solitude
Frustration robs me blind
No pain no part of me
I have grown numb and cold
Self-centered fantasy
Obsessed with self control

This is your worst fucking nightmare
One chance a clean break
Much more than I can take
Lies cast shadows dark things nobody knows
You've lost who's won?
My revenge has just begun
I've just begun
And I'm coming home