Sunday, June 7, 2009

Hi, How Are You?

I really dont know how i came here
i really dont know why im staying here
oh oh oh oh...

these past two weeks have been crazy. things have been so tight, everyone has been rad. Kenny and Jorge have been so tight to hang with... my band has played two fun shows that had a ridiculous amount of kids and funnesssss. The annoying things havent even gotten to me, like so other friends being flakes, and people using other people. im so used to worrying about the world, trying to save it... and i really havent given a fuck about it. i think im ready to let go of my past and finally move forward. its a nice refreshing feeling. i dont wake up wondering why i jsut didnt die in my sleep anymore, and i dont loathe in hate anymore, i have my moments, but its not a constant thing. ive meet so many new people recently, reconnected with old friends, and lost a few along the way. even though im in trouble with the cops, everything else seems to be so good. im happy. its so weird to feel like this.

i feel healthy
i feel happy
i feel alright

its definately a nice change.

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